Monday, March 28, 2005

my sleep was interrupted e whole nite. all thx to 1 stupid hound. began barking @ around 3. then aft tt, it was on-off barking. some howling. it was kinda disturbing. not really scary. jus eerie enuf to make ur skin crawl. e funny thing was i had nv heard tt bladdy dog be4. last nite was e 1st time (dramatic music!!!). ok.. so overreacting... e dog jus didnt sound lyk a dog la.. more lyk some unnatural creature howling. brrr... eerie man...
so anyway... sch was ok, save e english thing @ e end of e day. jus boring. audra was toking, & i was being lulled off to dreamland. can't conc. in her class. jus so sleep-inducing. muz haf sth to do wif it being in e middle of e afternoon la. aft tt went for pull-up training wif wc, jen, leonard, chee heng & sam. i am so not confident of passing tt. can't do a single 1 on e highest bar, & only 1 on e next highest. sure kena e june thing. damn.
now only 5 days to pop. can feel it coming. looking forward to it, but then... it's jus tt it would be e end. no longer can all of us meet so easily again. no room, no common activites 2gather. muz get 2gather more often... haf dinner.. go 4 movies... would be such a shame if it finished jus lyk tt.
felt really conflicted 2day. i somehow feel tt she treats me in a hot-cold way. somehow i tink tt she has not gotten over some1 else. she can't open her heart to some1 new. sigh. perhaps i'm tinking too much. aft all she doesn't noe...

i heard the crickets at 6:49 pm

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