Saturday, March 26, 2005

2day. final parade be4 pop.
PT was damn shiong. gave them a hell lot of pushups. but they took it all wif a smile. laughing away. i tink they realised it was final parade. so they jus stuck in there. did it all... wif a smile... looking @ them, 1 yr on... they haf grown. tougher... more mature. a lot of them haf left... quit. but those tt haf stayed on. they haf exceeded my wildest imagination. they haf done amazing things i nv thought they were capable of doing. no doubt. they r e pride & joy on jaime, jen & me. & now... this journey's gonna end.

2day, promo results came out. it's not fair. leonard did alot better than some of e others hu got e rank. y e hell did he not get sergeant? bladdy not fair. e bladdy CIs r biased. stupid arses. he did quite well. so y did he not get? muz be tt bladdy steven & alvin. surely condemn him. then he nv get. bladdy not fair... those faggots.

on e way home 2day. thought back on e last 3.5 yrs. it's been a hell of a journey. frm wy's batch, to wl's batch, to hui yu's batch... frm cadet to NCO... it's been a long way. sec1 come in until now.. a lot has changed. made a lot of gd frenz along e way... met a few fags... & went thru shit lyk NCO & June Camp. now passing out. lyk it pass so fast.. yet it feels lyk it's been a long time since e 1st day when we came in. gonna rmb 4 life this 4 yrs in NP.. for e frenz.. & e training we went thru tt bonded us 2gather. nv 4get...

tinking of her again... missing her...

i heard the crickets at 9:00 pm

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