Wednesday, March 09, 2005

aft ytd's training, its official. i can't stand him no longer. hu is he? well... we'll jus call him Arse shall we? so Arse.. he has always been a pain in e.. well.. arse.. always been a pig.. so throw our face when we r around him... being associated wif him already demeans us.. wadsmore... he tinks he so great.. tt he's so bladdy smart.. when he does well (which is rare, wait.. NV) he'll jus boast... wad an arse.. when he does poorly.. he'll cry, kick a fuss, blame every1 but himself. i can't his behaviour. ytd jus was e final straw.
so we're fooling around... shooting rubber bands.. (not me la... me doing a maths) when he tells us to stop... nv mind if it was in a nice way... no... he toks to us lyk a CI... hu e hell does he tink he is... wadsmore... he gets angry when we ignore him... throws e whole container of rubber bands... hits me... n starts yelling, @ jk esp.... i got freaking mad... n yelled him... 1st 4 throwing @ me... 2nd 4 yelling @ jk... hu e hell does he tink he is... yelling @ a squadmate... hey Arse! u tink u r so gd? let me tell u... u r nth... u r rubbish! u r only a member of e squad, not e CI... no 1 gave u e rite to boss us around... u're not even e squad leader.. its wj... he didnt say anything... e qms didnt say anything... when e hell is it UR turn to tell us wad to do... when to stop?! WHEN?! u tink u r so great... let me tell u... we treat u lyk dirt... dont tell me u dont noe... we dont see u as 1 of us anymore... there is no way back for u... u r CONDEMNED! u wanna be a CI... ke si la! u dont haf e calibre... so don't bother trying... it's futile.. a squadmate is ur equal... dont ever tink tt u can treat us lyk shit & expect us to not fight back!
e time 4 toking is over... between us... its war... there is no way back... 4 how u treated jk... 4 how u treated e rest of us... i can NV, EVER FORGIVE u... there will be no way i will accept u as 1 of us again.. frm now on.. 2304 only has 17 members on my list...

i heard the crickets at 6:36 pm

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