Friday, April 15, 2005

been feeling blue recently. not smiling as much as i would like to. i guess its all because of her. but, perhaps i worry too much. she doesn't exactly know, i think, so why do i feel so downcast? i feel terrible when i see her with other guys. it kills me. it shouldn't be my problem. just why am i so bothered? have been thinking. i think i should just put these feeling aside, concentrate on e 'O's first, before i think of these things. perhaps, perhaps i should. leave it till then, leave it...

forget, forget, forget...

i heard the crickets at 5:47 pm

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