Saturday, April 30, 2005

e dentist.
went to see e dentist 2day. been plagued by this horrible pain in my teeth. damn. felt a bit lyk frodo, coping wif some wound tt hurts every yr after it happens... so anyway, e dentist gave me a piece of gd news & a piece of bad news. gd news: its not a teeth or problem, meaning no extraction. bad news: e problem could be a lot worse. she gave me anti-biotics & some painkillers. gotta see her in 2 wks if e problem persists. if it does, then i'll haf to see a specialist. damn.

just realised tt my last few entries haf been pretty gloomy. gotta apologise to u guys hu bother reading my blog. i hope tt reading my entries haven't put a dampener to ur day. it's just tt it's been a difficult time, struggling wif sch & all, & obviously still tinking abt her. hai. ok... tink positive..

sunderland r back for next season. just won e league championship. down to wigan & ipswich to take e last automatic spot. wonder hu will go down. if e saints lose 2nite, they r as gd as relegated. sad to see them go down. they've been ard for as long as i can rmb. but football has no sympathy...

nba playoffs in full swing as well. miami look strong. got a 3-0 lead now. shld advance. phoenix oso. i tink these 2 damn strong. champs could be between e 2 of them.

following sports lots. helps me take my mind off things. but still, she haunts me when i sleep. got nth else to tink of. just me, alone. & she'll always be there. in my head. can't stop tinking...

i heard the crickets at 6:23 pm

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