Sunday, April 10, 2005

i've been feeling blue all day. can't believe it. we lost to norwich. i'm totally crushed. expected to sweep them aside. but hell. bet tt stupid steven will rub it in tmr. not looking forward to tmr. damn. i jus don't understand it. a club so great, can go frm euro champs to this in 6 yrs. i'm jus shattered. we need change. this summer all e chuff has to go. bellion, miller, kleberson... jus to name a few. they disgrace e Utd shirt. we need champions playing for us. essien for 1. we need men lyk him. hai. tinking abt all e changes we need to make jus makes all e probs we haf more evident. damn. hate glazer. go to hell!
coming wk is full of tests & all. damn. O lvls creeping on even closer. hate this thing weighing on my mind. don't enjoy myself even when i'm relaxed. hate this shit. hate e system. makes every1's lives hell.
niwae. SYF's in town. so e choir won gold. hui yan not too happy. puts e pressure on all e other grps. hey, cheer up. i'm sure u guys will do well. CO will do well. so jus relax.
to e band members, flor, pinyi, haojie, hanling & aiysha... gd luck for tmr. get gold! woo~!
smallville's back. but it ain't as interesting as be4. i prefer e days when clark was jus learning of his abilites. now its so troubled. no more carefree ppl. jus a bunch of ppl struggling wif death, secrets, & all sorts of funny UFO thingys. can't stand it. @ least action's starting. keeps me frm sleeping.

can't stop tinking... whole day, it's been lyk tt. can't get her out of my head... hmm.. tink i've said this lyk tt many times.. muz rephrase... niwae... tts not my point... e point is.. arggh.. 4get it.. tinking of her..

i heard the crickets at 5:38 pm

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