Tuesday, April 12, 2005

it's been a long 48 hrs. really damn long. i've got all these things floating ard my head. hw, tests, e 'O's... it's jus mind-boggling. my whole life seems to jus revolve ard bks & sch. it's jus horrible. everyday, it's being drummed into us tt e 'O's are coming... blah blah. i'm so sick of it. & it's only April. 2 wks to common tests. haven't started studying yet. damn. 1 & a half yr's work in 2 wks. how is it possible? stupid system.
chi results back today. lyk shit. below expectation. gotta work harder. ALOT harder. hai.
e last 48 hrs haf been exhausting. tt stupid steven is still rubbing e loss in. i can't stand him no more. can't shut his bladdy big mouth. i've had to stay up a little later to try & finish hw. which of coz can't happen (e finishing... not e trying).
a fair play tournament tmr. not fair. we're not in it. we didn't haf a single card. & we're not in. stupid la. makes my wk a lot worse. well @ least tt frees up tmr afternoon. yeah, lyk tinking tt way would work...
feeling really tired... dead tired. hai.

tinking abt her again. only comforting thought now...

i heard the crickets at 6:03 pm

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