Monday, May 16, 2005

jus found out tt 1 of my entry's received e response, but frm e wrong person. i don't mean anything. but e ans frm e wrong person mucks up e situation. i don't really noe wads gg on now... it looks a mess to me. so wad shld i do next. i don't noe. tt confusion is back. too many qn, too few ans. so... i tink... its best i clear e air. perhaps it would be better.

ok. tt day. i was feeling blue. i had just done sth i really dreaded. so tt was e 1st para. e 2nd para. was addressed to her. i just wanna put my feelings aside. i just wanna be frenz wif ya. i hope tt we still can be frenz. hope tt our friendship still exists. i don't wanna lose a gd friend lyk u. it would hurt a hell lot more than anything in e world. r we still frenz?

i heard the crickets at 6:18 pm

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