Saturday, May 14, 2005

rite. got a new blogskin. finally. finally sorted out all e problems wif e stupid thing. rite. hope u guys lyk it.
e final game of e season's tmr. a long season has finally come down to this. nth left to play for @ e top. still can't believe e team gave chelsea e GOH treatment. wad a disgrace, admitting defeat to scum lyk tt. it hurts to see them do tt. proud red devils such as keane & neville muz haf preferred to die then do tt, but, they had to do it anyway. damn. it hurts me damn bad. e pride of e team & e fans has been hurt damn bad...
been tinking abt e whole poly-jc thing. somehow i tink, e powers-tt-be are hinting to me. e moment i decided to go to a poly, e moe decided to bring back e pae, gifs me a chance @ trying out @ a jc. then e direct thingy. might be a sign, jus might be... but then it could be a case of e forbidden fruit. tempting, but it could be my doom.
e days are winding down. can almost feel e 'O's now. chi is e 1st hurdle. muz do well, muz...
been tinking. abt her. trying to let go. but somehow, it seems, there's a part of me tt doesn't want to. i don't understand. its clear i stand no chance. i tink she has some1 else in mind, wadsmore there's e 'o's... even if these factors didn't exist, i tink i wouldn't stand a chance. hai...

let go... let go...

i heard the crickets at 6:36 pm

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