Saturday, May 28, 2005

i don't understand. i just don't. it was nv lyk tt. u used to be nice all round. nv really lost ur temper. but now, we don't noe how u really feel. i feel tt we can't really relax ard u. u seem to simmer quietly, happy 1 moment, then explode e next. u seem to treat us as ur punching bags, to vent ur frustrations on. now i tell u: we are not here for u to kick ard. fine, so you are not physical, but in every other way, u are as tyrannical & overbearing as ur father was. u only seek to force ur opinions on others. lyk when i 1st made up my mind to go to a poly, u didn't approve. only when mom talked u round did u agree. u nv ever accept e views of others. im so sick of arguing wif u over almost everything. i'm old enuf, & i believe its time u allow me to make my own decisions in certain areas. u may not noe it, but ur actions indirectly put pressure on me. i'm so tired. hate this...

i heard the crickets at 5:27 pm

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