Sunday, May 22, 2005

i shudn't be here. shudn't @ all. there's alot to do. but e old problems are back. procastination. been fighting it e whole day, wif limited success. done only a fraction of wad i wanted to, hai. my bro's destroying my rating on pool. getting thrashed wif my acc. double hai. been reading up on courses @ tp. really interesting. can just picture all e exciting changes e poly will offer me. no more mugging, more room to do my own thing. to live my life e way i want to. all sort of combinations i can take. really cool...

so e problem all of us dismissed as a petty quarrel ain't so simple issit? u ppl ain't toking no more. but 4 yrs. u gals were 2gather 4yrs. hasn't enuf time passed to heal e wounds. u gals aren't just frenz... u are buddies... having been thru so much, issit worth throwing it all away now?

wake up each morning. tinking. missing. i noe it can nv be possible. 4getting...

i heard the crickets at 6:07 pm

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