Thursday, May 12, 2005

football in e rain. totally rocked. was a lot more fun than usual. e slippery field made things interesting. just tt joe went in 2 footed. halo? trying to kill ppl arh? relax la...
e last few days have been just 1 paper after another. really, really tired. its gd there's a break be4 e next 1... otherwise sure die...
was feeling in e pits recently. if not for e brudders, i tink i wouldn't haf made it. e whole trouble is, no matter how gd they r @ cheering me up in sch, they can't help me @ nite, when i just lie there, tinking. all my feelings just come back, haunting me. it just kills me. its hell every nite. it hurts so bad. when will it end? i noe e feelings gotta stop, don't wanna lose a friend...

i heard the crickets at 6:27 pm

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