Tuesday, May 24, 2005

ok. so chi lessons were cancelled for e aft. shucks. only 6 days left. got back all e sciences. didn't do as well as i'd hoped. got a totally crap result for chem, just passed physics, & bio was just average. e maths wasn't tt great either. so as u can imagine, we got grilled. e whole class. we aren't @ e standard, they say...

so sick of all tt. tired la. everyday its e same thing. it just nv changes. so can tell wad they are gonna say next. but tt doesnt make me numb to it. it just makes me...

so yearn for e old times. when ppl weren't so far apart. when all this nonsense wasn't ard. when all e feelings aren't ard. i so yearn for those times. when i felt alot closer to e class. e ppl in e class. now, we're almost lyk strangers. i'm just so worn out. can i ever feel e same as be4? lyk i truly belong?

i heard the crickets at 5:02 pm

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