Saturday, June 18, 2005

finally went to bukit batok for e bak kut teh. went all e way, only to find it was so-so. e best part of e meal was, in my humble opinion, e prawn omelette. then again, my dad found e ingreadients lacking. oh well...

on e way back, spent a lot of time tinking. ok, maybe not tinking. all sort of emotions, & i don't understand it all. gloomy 1 moment, happy e next. hai. it makes no sense to me. if i don't figure it out soon, i'm gonna drown, drown in a sea of ununderstandable feelings... haha. hai...

got a ton of hw waiting to be completed. dislike it. so much to do, so little time. still haven't seen episode 3 yet. & i'm running out of time. guess i'll haf to catch it on my own 1 of these days. otherwise i'll nv get to watch it. hai.

i'm gg nuts. i don't understand myself anymore. i'm not being me, not being e person i'm supposed to be. or i haven't found myself yet. woah. beginning to look lyk an identity crisis. tinking too much again. nid time off. where's my nice idyllic beach when i nid it?

i heard the crickets at 5:56 pm

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