Sunday, September 04, 2005

i feel horrid inside. everything feels hollow. everything seems bleak. e world's in 2 colours. black & white. songs don't mean a thing now. e words ring hollow. everything's a mess. food's tasteless now. everything i do now seems to reek of melancholy. wad e hell. i don't understand. i can't comprehend. its all mixed up. i don't noe wads going on anymore. bleagh. even my words sound bleak. i don't noe wads wrong. perhaps i do. i don't noe. i don't noe anymore...

i heard the crickets at 11:56 am

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