Thursday, December 01, 2005

well, for a first day, it wasn't too bad. when it was busy, it was really chaotic. drink after drink. madness. people should learn to come in when there's no queue. give the poor counter staff a break lah. zh, leonard and jen came by at around 8. sorry guys, couldn't talk much; manager was watching. anyway, the shift passed by rather like a blur. i can only remember running around rushing out IBs (ice-blended). the rest, hmm, not much of an impression. finished at midnight. then took company transport home. got sent home last, even though my place nearest. shesh. stupid driver. so reached home at around 1.30. tired lah now. last night was rather bad. freaking cold, then all sorts of funny dreams. worst of all, i was nursing a bad stomach from two mochas and a turkey sandwich. to top it off, hungry somemore. weird stomach right?

anyway. i can't believe i turned down a job offer today without first asking about the terms. were they the same as when i applied? or better? hai. feel like crap now. shesh. the fact that my pay is peanuts (oh, wait, peanuts means 600k, so nope, its a hell lot less than peanuts) is just sinking in. hai. feeling like crap. hey people, got any ideas for adding onto fixed income?

finally said what i wanted to for a long time. didn't get the desired effect, but it isn't the point. the thing is, is that i finally got it off my chest, and feeling better for it (although that feeling didn't last long, cos it was at this point that the company called). oh well.

i heard the crickets at 5:45 pm

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