Thursday, February 09, 2006

down to the last 22 hours. and i'm getting sick with worry. this definitely isn't helping me overcome my runny nose. yea. this is unbearable. hate big momentous occasions where fate is no longer in my hands. can't do a damn thing to help myself. my mom's trying her best to make me think happy thoughts and be positive. if she's got any doubts about my ability, she ain't showing it. damn terok la. hate this stupid feeling.

i heard the crickets at 4:43 pm

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