Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Alright. I got accepted. Finally. But then again, it just means I've simply moved on to the probation stage. Not too different from where I started out, to be honest. I've still got plenty of work to do, to get anywhere.

On the way to school, through the park as I always do, the breeze brought me many old friends. Cherished memories from childhood. It felt good to breathe again, to live anew. And it got me thinking about what I've done, about what I'm doing, about where I'm going. Am I chasing after the right goals? Am I where I want to be? Am I truly happy doing what I'm doing? Will I be truly happy doing what I'll be doing? Am I the son, brother or friend I always wanted to be? I don't know, I don't know at all. And I may never get to know the answers to all, if any, of them. But it doesn't matter; to have re-examined my life, to have contemplated, I feel alive again.

The breeze. It helps me think.

i heard the crickets at 10:36 pm

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