Wednesday, January 03, 2007

Hurt my back yesterday helping my dad. Felt it twitch, but nothing else, so I didn't think too much about it. It made me think hard about it this morning. Bugger. Hurts when I bend over, and there's golf tomorrow. Fantastic.

Condenser's been removed, so that leaves the two broken down air-conditioners. Ohwell, it doesn't matter anymore. So, good riddance.

Its been a topsy-turvy day.

I've been naive. Naive for a long time. In fact, its been three and a half years. I was naive to think that Uncle Lui's passing would bring the family closer, and end old feuds; to unite the family against those who seek to sow discord. But the events in that time have proven me wrong. Its tough to take. So damn tough. I'm weary of it all. Weary of all the melodrama, weary of the politiking, weary of the backstabbing. I'm sick of watching them tear each other apart. I've seen what a toll its taken on my parents. How they have aged, especially my dad. I'm tired of it all.

Where's my idyllic beach when I need it?

i heard the crickets at 6:49 pm

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